Ace Only.
She had kept away from everyone. It seemed when she was by herself the aching in her heart subsided slightly, and she could think that it had been her imagination; a scary dream. But every time her mind wandered to think about him, she burst into tears and fell into a heap of blubbering emotions; sadness, anger, confusion. All the wolves that she had known left without a word, no "goodbye" or "I'll be back soon". They just left her for no apparent reason.
First it had been her mother, Rosealia. She had left before they were even a month old, and the young princess couldn't remember anything about her. No sound of her voice, the smell of her scent, or the feel of her touch. It was all lost to her, but she didn't care. Just as her mother didn't care about her or Karpos. Otherwise she wouldn't have left them for dead.
Then it had been Capella, she had been her first friend - apart from Karpos - and then one day, she had just disappeared into the night. After that, it had been her father. Just knowing that he would never be there to comfort her again made everything worse. But the last straw was when Anastasia, Lachesis and Spectre had all left. Her adoptive mother - whom she had started to like - and Spectre - her new best friend - was the hardest apart from her father to let go, as she hadn't really spent time with Lachesis.
After everyone that she cared about left, it had created a huge hole in her heart, one that couldn't be filled. She wouldn't open her heart to anyone, lest it just be cracked into even more pieces and shredded to bits. The pain was just unbearable, and she didn't want to make it worse. No one could drag her out of the hole she had fallen into, not even Karpos. And if they tried, she would fight back as hard as she could.
But now, even Karpos had left her. His scent had grown so faint it was almost nonexistent, and she believed that he had left Pitch Pine trail behind, including her. She had run away; thinking nothing of her family left behind. If she wasn’t with Karpos, then she would truly be alone in the world. The last wolf in the Slayer line to keep true to her word of being a family, but now that was all gone.
Crashing to the ground, Adsila let the tears drip down her face as she howled silently into the darkness. Her pain was so great that she couldn’t speak, it was like there was a dead weight on her body, stopping her from moving. There was just no point to living anymore, she had no one to turn to, they were all and truly gone from her life. Forever.